A case of the "I wishes" is bitter sweet. "I wishes" are sorta like a domino effect. You think of one sucky situation and then that knocks down another sucky situation, and so on and so on. It sucks when you can outline all of your imperfections and critique your every movement, yet it helps to restore balance and perspective. Just when you are down in the dumps one day, the next you can say, "Well maybe yesterday wasn't so bad after all." Although you may feel a little stable, being in the "I wishes" state sux big time... bleech!
Today I went to Sacramento. I have been in the Bay Area all my life and this is the first time I have ever been to the Capitol. How sad. Man, there are so many places I have not been and I hope to see in the future. Like South Bay... J/K... at least TK shows me the stomping grounds... thanks 'friendster'! I really wanna see Europe now. The TPP divas extraordinare Laimeng and Tina spent the summer there and train hopped from country to country. Mad cool. I wish I could do the same some day. Maybe that will be my treat after grad school. I just need to find a traveling buddy. I have a friend that is studying abroad in Budapest. How sweet is that? I wish I had studied abroad as an undergrad. I wish I could have enjoyed life as an undergrad. I tell you it was all a blur. Gah! Crud! I can't even get to the movies! Maybe I'll just settle for a local goal. I'll trek up to the "Big C" or stroll around the Botanical Gardens. Wanna join me?