"Crud"

Have you ever had one of those weeks that just couldn't end soon enough? Those moments suck indeed. It creates those feelings in which you really feel like you need your space, yet you wouldn't turn down a call out of the blue or a quick visit. I hate to admit it, but I can't wait for school to start, for a few reasons:
1. I get to see my SFSU MPHers... whut whuuuut! I miss my folks! I need my social support, mainly instrumental and emotional.
2. The faster the semester starts, the sooner it will end and I get to use my spring and summer break... gotta make plans for doing something during the vacation, like plan when, where, and with who.
3. So that I can continue to grow, in more ways than one.

I don't think I have ever been so stressed and tired, and lost and angry, and sad and moody in a long time, and I'm sure this won't be the last. They say pain makes us stronger, well I guess I can lift and move mountains. As time goes on, I’ll be able to move the world.
I gotta thank my FA folks for Saturday, as it was good to be around good people and act a fool without disregard. I mean, how can you not help but laugh at Eli giving his best singing attempt by belting out "Heartbreak Hotel" by Whitney Houston, Kelly Price, and Faith Evans? This boy did all vocals and even ad libbed... and if ya know Eli, it was a sight to see. I'm proud that he is moving on and opening his eyes. Awesome. All night we played Cranium, which was a lot of fun. I don't know the last time I played a board game. It was cool to see everyone have a good time and laugh and carry on.

I guess life is all about what you make it, and I have no shame in saying that I am still learning and growing. That I still must make a path for myself. And even if I have to go it alone, it's ok. Just as long as you get from point A to point B, it's all to the good.