Yay!!! I'm so glad this week is over. So much went on, and I am glad the burden is lifted. I dunno, I just wasn't in the best mood this week. Maybe it was just me, as well as other things influencing these feelings. It sucks when you get so emotional times that you just break down and cry. But at the same time, it is nice to have a good cry because it does cleanse the soul. One reason why I was so emotional this week is beacuse I really miss my grandma. It's funny how emotional shifts cause you to step back and analyze situations so clearly. It didn't hit me until a few days ago that the reason I miss her so much at this time is because Mother's Day is this Sunday. This will be our 3rd one without her. We are going to visit her on Sunday and I am gonna have this awesome bouquet made for her (Thanks Tina, you're the best!). Other things: I'm feeling a bit out of the loop with folks as of late. I've been involved in a few convos in which I felt like I didn't fit in at all. Not that it was over my head or anything, but I just have nothing to offer beacuse I don't have experiences with the topic. One such was about starting families... hmmm... I think of having a family some day, as I love children and I kinda have sense of how many (2 or 4 -- no middle child syndrome perpetuated here!), But I can't say I am at the point of planning when and where, and with who. It's also a bit frustration when people take your silence for passivity, because it's not. I just don't have anything to offer. Grrrrrrrr! It's gotta get better than this.