Oh if I had the ability to turn back time I would! Emotional rollercoasters are something else. It's amazing how they have the ability to totally zap you all of your energy and will to stay motivated. I think all I'm gonna do for the next two weeks is just work, sleep, and go to the gym (not necessarily in that order). I figure the less I have to do, the less money I'll have to spend, and the less stressed I'll be. If I had a magic wand I would definitely make things all better, but all you can do now, and as cliche as it may seem, is to stay positive. The more you let situations get you down, the harder it is to get back up. I've been trying to keep my mind on good things lately, like applying to grad school, working with the kids at my job, hanging out with friends, listening to music, dancing, etc. It sux like hell while you're end the moment, but you must remember that it will pass. Not to say that you are disregarding the instance by any means, but you gotta keep on keeping on or it will totally consume you. Lif is a trip, as you encounter those situations that just seem absolutely out of control, but you gotta do the best that you can to wrangle that sucka back in order. It's helps even more when you have people supporting you. :)